>My Heart

>my heart...
it bleeds
as they feed
feasting on my broken dreams
the pain...
it heals
as it conceals
drowning me
six foot deep.

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>Carnival Carnate

>child sweet
kiss these my lips of wine
drunk on each other
spinning a web on an endless cloud of dreams
falling down into
luxury, lust
calling our names
swimming and
calling your name
we're on clouds of roses
beds of white
do angels sing
seemed so when you
oh
eyes only talk
hands only walk
these lips so mute just said what
we don't have to
tongue-tied murder
hung first degree
we're a crime
illegal and crude
god how you kill
two stars born
two stars dead
come alive again
will you come again

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>Reprisal

>the song ever dying on her cold, withered lips
longing
ever longing
for his forever immortal kiss
oh, for the renewal
the renewal of this now dark, frigid soul she clings to
oh, only clings to
in the silent, fervent prayer
that God might truly forgive
but He waves away all hymns
with silence
and true love dies
when the prince won't come
for she's tasted of the sweetness of the lamb
enchanting the wolf's poison
and so Snow White
turns black
left to the empty air
of memory
come back to me, sweet child
my dearest angel of light
no longer just to dream with me
but to make our love once more
a reality

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>One

>Two bodies
Intertwined
Two lovers
Hearts combined
Unite
Beat as one
One breath
One moment
One endless second of everlasting perfection
One euphoric epiphany
Waiting to burst
Into a thousand lust kissed petals
Drifting down
Blessing two divine souls
Became as one

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>Heaven

>your grin at me
oh you're such a child
innocent and sweet
unbruised and unbroken
you're heaven to me
I wish I were like you
but I'm freezing and I'm cold
so afraid I'll spoil this perfection
this perfection named you
while I grovel among the ashes of my life
you fly above with the music and the angels
of my deepest dreams
and I reach out
I reach out for just one touch of that
silken hair cascading down into your eyes
blinding you from seeing
seeing what I really am
and seeing what is truly to be seen
my tears mix with my blood
sorrow for that time I never knew
that time I once was you
you'll never see the misery
the misery named me
this failure
my failure you'll never see
oh, how your confusion tortures me!

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>Fantasy

>beautiful
I look into your eyes
and am tempted to believe
but the truth creeps up my spine
frigid and dark
and I know
I am nothing
I am dead
and you, oh enchanting child
oh wandering fairie
are living in a fantasy
and I wonder
how long it will last
longing to keep on dreaming
knowing to do so
will only break my heart when I awake
hoping it will never end
but knowing it'd be cruel and selfish
to let it last
I cry for this lonely sylph
I cry for my demise

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>The Demon and My Angel

>The demon
It haunts me...
Hiding, waiting
Waiting
In the darkest corners of my mind
Chilling every bone
Waiting
Waiting in every corner
Hiding in every shadow
Refusing to leave
Though I scream
Though I fight
It controls me
Nothing
Nothing can chase it away
For it clings
It clings like an unwanted pet
A plague to the unconscientious mind
And no one can ever know
Never
My darkest secret
Never
The truth
Never
Never will anyone believe
Leave me alone!
Am I crazy?
Or am I what some say?
Am I?
And if so,
Is that why?
Why I must endure this nightly torment,
This demon that pursues?
I must fight they say
But how can I?
When I've fought,
Fight,
Fight and fight,
Getting nowhere,
Till almost all my strength is gone?
Should I close myself off?
Would that stop the pain?
The demon that constantly threatens the child?
Cursed,
Cursed is the day!
The minute I was born!
Every star,
Every planet,
Every house and every door!
And no one can understand
Will ever understand
What little I tell of this
Never,
Never,
Never!
Only one knows
One that never tells
One that was there
And always will be
An ancient soul
That came when needed most
Eyes mirrors in which all is seen
And calling me
Helping me endure
But how much longer
I'll never know
How much longer
I can survive
How much longer
I will

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>Oceans of Night

>black mirrors
surrounding
drowning
drowning in this taunting oblivion
there they lie
waiting
silently praying
waiting
ensnaring those angels
angels hapless
angels helpless
dying in the black night
devoured
these pure souls
satiating
an ever growing starvation
for the purity of passion
they burst
craving of the darkness
they now become
and left to die
among their graveyard
of now abandoned dreams
left pondering
if such pleasure
is worth such pain
and such a world
of the melancholy

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>Winter’s Disappearance into Night

>She sat on the bench.
Waiting.
Black boots digging into cold white sand.
The chilling wind biting her face.
Stinging her tears.
She waited.
Maybe she was dead.
Maybe she was hurt.
But she'd never just leave.
She believed this.
Her heart was tangled in the trees.
Black lace that grips the weak.
The dark hands passed.
Slapping her as they left.
And still she waits.
Waits for someone who'll never come.
Winter fades.
The candle becomes dark.
And the black lace is now dripping with red.
Night has won.
Another child lies dead.
No one cries for the lost.
The souls unremembered.
Never laid to rest.
Unavenged.
And still she waits.
And still I wait.

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>Office

>Slammed against the wall
Chest heaving
Not breathing
I taste your lips
Sweet, dripping of our blood
Sweet, your hands caress
Sweetness spilling over
Down there on your desk
And falling
Falling spilling
All our sin
Onto our skin
Into each other
Inside each other
We slide
As the darkness falls
Inside of me
You

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>Bled

>scars
scars and scars and scars
sliced
diced
and beaten
driven into my heart
there it bleeds
this bitter wine
of my love
my pain
my sorrow
my fault
stinging these eyes
tears that must be bled
hopes that can't be fed
forgiveness falls
down into this pit
of trust ever lost
and shattering
on the jagged rocks
of what could've been
sorry no longer more
than just a word
and I bleed for you

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>Cannibal

>I smell the blood
it hungers me
I find in your twisted mind
the perversion I so need
the rotting sallow flesh
exposing yellow bone underneath
it calls to me
your dismembered beauty
so maddens me
maddens me
oh god how it maddens me
I want to eat your flesh
taste that potent wine that pulses through your veins
devour you
hate you
hurt you
find the essence of your pain
I want to know
know your unbearable agony
I want to feel
feel it as I torture you
I want to smell
smell the fear clenching so tightly to your skin
I want to swim
swim in your blood
my sin
for my obsession is addicted
fed by my pure hate
and this drug tastes no sweeter
than when fed with your terror
incarnate

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>The Soul Reaper

>tiptoe through the roses
the darkness draws near
breath, ice
eyes, cold
black, dry without a tear
babies cry
they whimper in the night
starving, freezing
hopeless
soft flutter of wings blue
approaches, a dark soul
in one claw the raven
in the other
a beauty unfurled
of truth and lies
love and hate
oh, silent hunter
beautiful killer
mystery of the night
oh, most lethal and fatal mate
that I might join in your final rendu
and now captured
the prey
screams silent, worthless
worthless against such fate
world drifting,
fading,
to an endless world of black
how I envy you

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>Caress

>sing me a song
singing
as you sting
stinging this bruised flesh so sweetly
washing away the darkness
raindrops falling, drifting to a cold black floor
shining so brightly
this pristine light in my life
shining so brightly
healing the darkness
punishing the pain
driving it away
loving me, caressing me
holding me in your warm arms
and protecting me
drowning me in your crimson waves
when she walked away...
when they've all walked away...
you will never walk away.

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>Field

>I live in a field...
a field of dead dreams.
A field of broken promises,
A field torn at its seams.
It's breathless here.

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>Hiatus

>hiatus
dreaming for a foggy bright summer lit knight
a waiting, a dreaming, a sigh
a quickened breath, a hopeful glance, and then she dies
sleep peacefully, dear child
hide safely, sweet flower
where dreams are horses
and thoughts are real

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